..... oui la petite vilaine Nilou a ecrit un fic depuis longtemps mais elle ne jamais eu le courage de le mettre sur le fofo.....

mais grace a Alexa et l'aide de Tidi'... me voici ici entraine de le publier!
pour commencer, mon histoire est en anglais et mon histoire est definitivement AU (Alternative Universe)! je vous laisse decouvrire la suite

P.S.: c'est mon premier fic alors soyz honnet dans vos commentraire plz!! n'ayez pas peur d'etre dur!

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Disclaimer: I don't own the Winchesters... I wished I did...but I don't. Sad isn't it?

Prologue
1983, November

Mary Winchester was in her baby boy’s nursery with his older son, Dean Winchester, to put Sam to bed. Dean watched Sam trying to catch the little starts flowing up at the top of his head until he gets tired and slowly drifts to the land of Dreams.

“Goodnight Sammy.” Dean said and he went on his toes to kiss Sam on the cheek.

Mary was watching this act of love done between her two boys. It’s been only six month since Sammy came home, and four-year-old Dean was acting all grown up and didn’t let go of Sam even for a second. She could still remember the day she told him she was pregnant.

One year and 3 month ago

“So I’m going to be a big brother?” Dean asks with innocent eyes. They were in the living room. Mary sat on the couch while John was hugging her shoulder with a goofy grin on his face and Dean sat on the top of the middle table which was right in front of the Mary.

John put a hand on his wife un-bolted stomach “Yup buddy”

Dean raised his little hand slowly as if he was afraid and put in on his father hand and look at Mary’s tummy without blinking. Right there Dean made the warmest smile his mom and dad has ever seen. But his smile slipped away slowly and was replaced with confusion. Worry, Mary put her hand on his son’s cheek and asked:

“What’s wrong honey?” Dean looks up at his mother

“The baby is going to come from your tummy…” Mary nods “…but when, Tomorrow?”

John and Mary start laughing at what their son just said. Dean was known really confused, ‘why are they laughing?’ his thought. Holding back her laughter, Mary answered “No Dean, in 9 months”

“Aw mommy daddy, please! I promise to be good and stop playing in daddy’s ca-- Oops” Dean was now looking down at his hand on his lap. He wasn’t supposed to say this, it was a secret!

“Dean Matthew Winchesters! Since when are you allowed to play in your dad’s old car? You are going to get grounded young men!” Mary said trying to look angry, because she actually thought it was funny how Dean could sneak under his dad’s nose, and well he was just too sweet. She could never stay mad at him!

“But mommy I’ll stop! Don’t make me wait 9 months, make Sammy come out of your tummy today… please!” Dean said quickly trying to be forgiven and to convince Mary.

Again the adults start laughing. Dean crossed his arm around his tiny chest and said angrily “Stop laughing, it’s not funny!”

While trying to catch his breath, John said “Buddy, mommy can’t control it, its normal. It takes nine months for the baby to be born.” Mary approves with a nod and remembers Dean saying Sammy.

“Sweetie, did you call the baby Sammy?” she asked. Dean blushed slightly and nods.

“Well you see…I thought of Sammy for a name right away when you said I was going to be a big brother” he said. Mary looks up at her husband

“Samuel for a boy and Samantha for a girl, I like it John…I really like it! At first I thought Morgan for the boy and Georgina for the girl…” before she could finish her sentence John and Dean made the same weird face and Dean said

“Ewwww!” Mary rolled her eyes “C’mon mommy! You have to give my little brother a cool name…like mine!” Mary laughs and shook her head.
“Honey we don’t know if it’s a girl or a boy, how can you be so sure?” she asked. Dean gives her a ‘duh!’ face and answer

“Well, it’s obvious” and pointed her mom's tummy. Mary was about to say something when John interrupts their conversation before they could start arguing and walks over Dean and sat next him.

“Something else is really obvious, and is that I’m the one who choose your name” he said with a teasing slime and look Mary. Dean looks up.

“Thank god” and started giggling. He loved to tease his mom with dad. Mary crossed her arm around her chest and take out her tongue which made John and Dean more laugh.

She was coming back to present day, when her husband came through the door and called to their oldest son. Dean quickly turned around and jumped into his dad’s arms and hugged him.

“Daddy!” John returned the hug and held him in his arms while he asked him for fun.

“Hey buddy, you think Sammy’s ready to play football?”
Dean shook his head and chuckles “No.”

John looked at him and teased “No?” which made Dean chuckle more and give his dad another hug. John held him close. Mary looked at him with a smile and said

“You got him?”

“I got him, Goodnight Sammy” and he left with Dean in his arms.
Mary watched them leave and returned back to Sam. She looked at him sleeping; he looks so serene. Mary couldn’t help but to smile at her baby boy. She gave him a kiss on the forehead.

“Goodnight love” She lovingly cooed put the baby monitor beside Sam’s bed, turned off the light and left the nursery.
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John had already put Dean to bed and was waiting for Mary in the kitchen. He saw her come down with the baby monitor in her left hand and while she used to the other one to hide her mouth while she was yawning. John knew she was tired, all day she play with their sons and run everywhere for them. She was a great mother. But with him working all day and her going from place to place, they didn’t have time with each other until John come back from work. Mary came in to the kitchen beside her husband and put her arms around his neck while John put his around her small waist.

“So, you missed me Johnny boy?” Mary said with a grin on her face.

John gave her a sweet peck on the lips and said “More than you’ll never know…and did you missed me?”

Mary looked up as if she was thinking and she shook her head after a while.

“Nope, I‘m sorry.” she said with an innocent look

“Okay, well if that what you think I’ll have to…” before he could finish his sentence Mary already knew what was going too happened. She turns her back and tried to escape but to late John has her already in his arms and start to tickling her. She couldn’t hold her laughter any more and beg for mercy.

“Please…John…stop it!” she giggled out.

“Well not until you said it” he said with an evil grin and continued to tickle her, which made her laugh more. As she was trying to catch her breath back and get out words she said

“Oh Johnny boy, you wish!” She was such a stubborn woman. This is one of the many things that made John fall for her in their young age.

“Honey… we have all night in front of us” John said and tickled her more.
Mary had enough, she couldn’t take it anymore. She surrendered herself.

“God, okay… okay, I MISSED MY AWESOME HUSBAND!!” she screamed out but not loud enough to wake up the kids. John stopped, turned her around so she could face him and looked at her with loving eyes.

“Well, Mrs. Winchester, you have the right answer.”

She giggled and shook her head. Her husband was so full of himself sometimes… just like Dean.
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While they are making out in the kitchen, without their notice, a man… if we could call him that, had penetrated into their youngest son’s room. He slowly approached his bed and looked at the sleeping baby with his yellow eyes. At the same moment, the little infant opened his eyes, like he had sense something was wrong. An evil smile appeared on his face as he took out a little pocketknife.

“Good first impression, Sam Winchester” he said as if he knew that Sam felt something when he entered the room. He put his hand above Sam’s bed and with his knife cut himself and let the blood go into Sam’s mouth

“Better than mother’s milk.” he said with the same evil smile.
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Mary was about to kiss John when she heard some weird noise coming from the baby monitor. She looked at it with confusion. John looked at his wife and raised his eyebrows.

“What’s wrong honey?”

“I don’t know but…look; I’m going to go check on Sammy okay? I’ll be back in a jiffy” she kissed him on the cheek and went upstairs before John could say anything else. It hasn’t been a minute yet since Mary disappears upstairs and he decided to go join Mary.

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She was now in front of Sam’s room door; a man was standing beside her baby boy’s bed. She entered the room in a hurry.

“Who the hell are…?”

The ‘man’ turned his head to look at Mary with his yellow eyes and she was now pinned to the wall when she began to violently scream. She had to get out.

“JOHN!!”
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John was climbing the stairs slowly when he heard his wife’s abrupt screams for help.

“JOHN!!”

With no hesitation, John started running. When arrived in the room, he saw the 'man' with yellow eyes walking to his wife who was pinned to the wall.

“HEY WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU AND WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?” he screamed as he put himself between the ‘man’ and his wife and now, Sammy had start crying.

He gave them a grin and disappeared. The room burst in flames, but unfortunately, Mary was still pinned to the wall. Her eyes started to get misty, when she thought there was no way to save herself. She looked John straight in the eyes and began to whisper to her husband.

“Go…please Johnny…Take the kids and go…”

“Don’t you dare give up Mary; I’m not leaving this house without you” he said through his teeth. Dean came in to the room scared.

“Daddy, Mommy!”

John turned his head to Dean and made his way to Sam’s bed and put the crying baby in Dean’s arm.

“Dean go and down look back” he demanded. Dean looked at his mom and at his dad again, who looked at him desperately.

“NOW DEAN GO” John told him. Determined to save his baby brother, Dean took off and ran out of the house. John went back to his wife and tried to free her.

“Please John…I love you, now go…” she said, tears falling from her brown-green eyes.

“No…you’ll get out of this Mary” John hollered as he tried to put his arms around her waist and she was released like magic.

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Dean was now waiting in front of the door for his parents with Sam crying. He looked at his crying little brother and he held him close. All he wanted to do was protect Sammy from any harm. He didn’t want his brother to get hurt.

“Shh…Shh Sammy… mommy and daddy will be here in a moment…I promise little brother.” Dean whispered to him and he placed a kiss on the cheek which made Sam stop crying.

Mary and John came out of the house running and John took Dean with Sam in to his house and run from the front door house. When the house explodes, Mary took Sam for her husband arms and hugs him tightly. She looks at their still burning house when fireman arrived. Something had tried to hurt her baby boy and family. She will find out what and why without doubt and she knew that nothing will be same again. John had the same idea.

on pas le droit au double post mais mon chaitre n'etait pas encore terminer et je depaser la limite autoriser... alors voici la suite!

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Eighteen-year-old Sam Winchester was sitting on the bed of the low-priced hotel room, with his bag packed and prepared next to him. He was looking at the letter in his hand. It’s been a whole month since he received it. He didn’t know how to announce to his family that one of his dreams has come true, but he had to say it tonight. Since the fire, Sam and his family has been going to town from town hunting the Supernatural creatures. Werewolves, spirits, and demons…you name it, they hunted it! When they learned that The Yellow-Eyed ‘man’ was a demon, Mary and John decided to go after evil and fight what’s in the dark. No family should suffer because of supernatural creators and secretly they have been searching the ‘reason‘.

The Demon came when Sammy turned six months old. Sam’s life was nothing like a normal teenager’s, who should be worrying about pimples, girls and school. He was trained by his father how to fight. He was taught how to handle a pistol, perform an exorcism and many more defense mechanisms. When his friends were sleeping at night or partying, he was digging in cemeteries and killing some 'evil sons of bitches'. Growing up, all Sam wanted was to be normal, to go to school and feel safe.
Unlike Dean, who tried to find excuse so he could stay home and not got to school, he loved hunting. Dean loved the hunting, the family business, just like his father. Even tough Sam had his dad’s chocolate brown hair and his dimples; he was just like his mother. He was a thinker, a soft boy with the warmest smile of the entire planet and had Mary’s brown-green eyes. Dean was cocky, arrogant and hates chick-flick moments. Dean is best described the simple way; Like Father, like son. But he did have a soft side. Since he took Sam out of the burning house, he always looks out for him. He was his baby brother and Dean love him more than anything in the world…even if he doesn’t say if really often.

Mary isn't the same woman she was. Yes, she still cared about her boys and loves them, but she is more absent and she goes hunt after hunt. She is a little obsessed with The Yellow-Eyed Demon. She doesn't notice every little thing that Sam did anymore like before.

Sam was looking at his letter when Dean entered the room unnoticed with his parents. Sam had so much in his head that he didn’t even realize them coming in to the motel room. Dean snuck behind him and took the letter from Sam’s hand, shocking and scaring him. Sam whirled around and he gasped with anger when he saw Dean holding his letter.
“Dean, give it back!” he said trying to catch the letter from Dean, who was taller then Sam by a few inches.

“Well what’s that little brother? A letter from another introverted girl?” He said grinning ear to ear. Mary shook her head, it only happened once when Sam was sixteen; he received a letter from that shy girl who had a crush on him. Dean never let go of that story; Dean thought of it as a way to humiliate Sam.

“God damn it Dean, stop! Give it back!” Sam said, looking annoyed.

“Gees Sammy, calm down! I was ju…” Dean began to say, but he stopped talking when he saw the title of the letter and looked at it with wide eyes.
“What it is? What’s wrong Dean?” John asked, looking over at his oldest son.

Sam ripped the letter from Dean’s hands and said in a hurry “Dad I think you should sit down I got some thing to announce.”

“Stanford; A scholarship to Stanford” Dean whispered he said a little louder so Mary and John could hear it.

“What?” Mary was shocked…shocked but proud.

“I’m sorry you guys! I was going to tell you before I left I swear!” Sam informed, walking to his parents. Dean turned his head at Sam and looked at him with wide, shocked eyes. Did Sammy say he was leaving? He slowly sat down on the bed.

“Wait what? Who said you were leaving Sam?” John asked, shocked.

“Well dad, I got a scholarship to Stanford, of course I’m leaving for

college. I’m leaving right now, whether you like it or not.” Sam said as if it should be obvious for his father.

“No you are not Samuel! I won’t let leave your family like this” he said angrily

“But dad, its Stanford, my chance to become a lawyer! Mom please tells me you’re with me on this!” Sam said, trying his hardest to convince them to let him leave.

Mary shook her head and said “I’m sorry Sammy, but I think your father is right.”

Sam couldn’t believe what he just heard! Parents aren’t supposed to say thing like that to their children. They didn’t even said ‘Good job Sammy, we are proud of you’ or anything that a proud and loving parent would say. They just said he should not go to college. Wasn’t it supposed to be every parent’s dream for their children to go to college? But Mary was really proud of Sammy; her baby boy was accepted to Stanford with a scholarship. But she couldn’t let him leave. Not because of the family business, but because Mary was scared and she wanted to protect her son. Since the fire she was afraid the Demon would come and search for him. If he left right now, she would not be able to protect him anymore.

"You heard your mom and I; you cannot leave! And that's an order boy." John said. Mary groaned to herself. She knew they were going to start to argue. They always argued. Mary knew that she had to stop this quarrel before it got any worse.

"Look guys--" she tried to say, but it was no use; she was interrupted by more bickering.

"An order? AN ORDER! God I'm not your little soldier anymore! I'm eighteen and I am old enough to make my own decision! I’m not a helpless little boy anymore that needs to hold your hand crossing the street!" Sam screamed at the top of his lungs.

"Your own decision? Is that so Samuel? Then why are you standing here and try to explain it to us huh?" John challenged his son. John was almost certain that he would win over Sam.

"oh well you see dad...I thought that could announce to my parent the GOOD new and well they will say 'Go on son and good luck' not staying in my way!" Sam said, letting his father know that he was upset that his father wasn’t accommodating.

"Well go on Sam nothing is stopping you! Go and leave your family!” John shouted as he pointed to the wooden door. Sam rolled his eyes with anger. His father always did this. He always pulled an ultimatum on him. When his father did that, he always lost out and let his father win. But not this time; this time he wouldn’t win.

“God dad, this not about leaving my family--" Sam began to say, but he was rudely interrupted by his livid father.

"Then what it is, huh? Tell me? Wait you know what... I don't even want to know!" John yelled before Sam could even get a chance talk. Mary and Dean were watching helplessly Sam and John fighting like always.

"Well you're right dad...It’s my decision! I can't believe that thought you could be proud of me once and have the same idea has me! I should have left without saying a word!" Sam irately said before going to his bed and taking his bag. He looked at Dean for a moment and began to walk to the door.

'Why doesn't he say a word, he never stud up for me, not when I'm arguing with dad anyway' Sam thought to himself. Mary was speechless. Her baby boy was leaving. He really was leaving. There wasn’t anything she could do to stop it except watch him leave and her husband argue angrily. The angry voice of John brought her back from her thought and she was sucked back into the reality of her son leaving.

"IF YOU WALK OUT THAT DOOR SAMUEL, DON'T COME BACK! STAY GONE!" John screamed at the top of his lungs. He was angry and he wanted Sam to know it.

Sam gave his mother and his father a quick glance and turned his heads so they wouldn't see the silent tears falling down his cheeks. He left the hotel room without a word. It had been thirty minutes since Sam was gone and nor Dean or Mary had moved from their place. Dean finally got up from the bed and took his jacket.

"I need a drink" Dean informed them and with that he left the hotel.

Thing were about to change in this family, Mary knew it.
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TBC...enfin j'espere...lol!

C'est super, j'aime beaucoup! Vivement la suite

J'aime beaucoup également ^^

Et petit Dean, sérieux... J'ai senti mon coeur de marshmallows fondre quand il a demandé à sa mère si Sam pouvait arriver tout de suite XD

J'attends la suite

bon comme je l'ai promis a notre club d'écrivains en difficulté ... voici mon 2eme chappie!
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Disclaimer: I don't own The Winchesters...dude not even the impala!They are the resulte of Eric Kripe imagination...

Chapter 2

It's been six years since Dean Winchester saw his baby brother. It has been six years since Dean and his baby brother talked like brothers should do. He could still hear the words said that night.

"Well you're right dad...It's my decision! I can't believe that thought you could be proud of me once and have the same idea has me! I should have left without saying a word!"

"IF YOU WALK OUT THAT DOOR SAMUEL, DON'T COME BACK! STAY GONE!"

And with that Sam left. Sam left him and their mom; he left the life of a hunter. He left to become normal. At first, Mary was really angry at John. She asked him why; why did he tell to their son to stay gone. But within a month she cooled down because she knew that it wasn't his fault entirely. It was her fault to. Why didn't she stop him? Why did she stand there and keep it quiet? Why didn't she get in his way? In those six years the Winchester family think a lot of why’s? Or what if’s? But it was never spoken. Mary and Dean did mention Sam sometime, but John tried not to. As if he felt blameworthy. Mary couldn't know what he was thinking. John wasn't a man who can easily talk about his emotion…just like Dean.

They were now going after information for a supposedly haunted old house. The 67' black Impala stopped in front of a motel named Super 8 Motel in Rockford, Illinois. The whole family hunted together since Sam left, Mary didn't allow them to hunt alone. Mary and Dean went to the reception, while John was unloading the car. There was a red head girl around twenty reading a magazine named J-14. She stopped her reading and looked up as Mary and Dean came in front of her.

"Hi and welcome to 'Super 8 Motel' my name is Rachel. How can I help?" she said with a phony smile on her face. John entered the room and took place beside Mary. Rachel the receptionist looked at him.

"Hi and welcome to 'Super 8 Motel' my name is Rachel, how can I help you?" she repeats with the same smile

'Jeez she must have eaten a tape or something...' Dean thought as she did her presentation again and he looks at her smile 'and probably didn't swallow it well'. Dean raised his eyebrows and gave her a fake, but still charming, smile which made her turn her head at him. She loosened up her smile and gave him charming look with her eyes like she was going to eat him and keep looking at him.

"Excuse me?" Mary said and trying to put Rachel attention back on her in vain. "we would like to have a room with two queen size beds."

"Right away Ma’am, you will be paying cash or with a credit card?" she said finally looking at Mary.

"With Credit Card" Mary said as she took out her fake credit card and handed it to the girl. Which took it and look at the credit card for a moment with an amused smile. Dean notice it

"What's wrong...Rachel, right?" and he leans on the counter and give her grin.

She looks up at him with a fake smile again and said "Well it's written Mary Nikeysta on card and there was this guy, who came here and yesterday, and his name was Sam Nikeysta, he took room 9. Do you guys know each other because Nikeysta isn't a common last name, you know."

Dean and John look at her with wide eyes, while Mary put her hand on her mouth and gasp before asking.

"Could you describe him please?"

"Sure. Tall, brown shaggy hair with green-brown eyes" she said nodding with a bogus smile.

"Thanks for your information we will go and visit him." John said as they were leaving to go to room 9.

"Well it's my pleasure, my name is Rachel and if you need any help come and ask me" she said with her fake smile while waving her hand.

When they were far enough John tells to his wife "Okay she is really weird"

"Well at least she has good taste, right" Dean said talking about himself.

Mary shook her head and says "You will never change will you?" Dean shook his head with a goofy smile plastered on his face.

"Nope". Dean chimed with a goofy wink to go along with his smile. John suddenly stopped which made Mary crash in him

"Honey what's—"she was about to ask when she saw why. They were now in front of room 9. They all look at each other as if they were trying to prepare themselves emotionally. Dean took a deep breath and knocked on the door. No one answered, so he tried again. And still nobody answered. Mary looked around to make sure that nobody was watching and nod at Dean. He took out of this jacket a tool to open the door while his mom and dad were looking if somebody was near them.

As he opened the door he was speechless "Wow...Mom, dad you should come and look at this."

Mary and John enter the room and just like Dean, they couldn't get a word out.

The bed wasn't made as if he just wake up, trash were everywhere. Clothes, fast food plate everything was everywhere. It's look like a... boy room. But what shocked them is the paper pinned to the walls. It was about the old haunted house. There were reports about the police officer who committed the suicide, some research about what kind of spirit it could be and there was a salt line on the window and some in front of the door.

"John...Sam, he's..." Mary couldn't get out the word and all John did was nod

It looked like he was haunting again. Dean couldn't believe 'did my little brother leave us to hunt alone? Impossible...'

"Why would he try to hide mom? Why didn't he call us?"

"Dean, honey, I don't know" Mary answer

"Well, that explains a lot..." John said and Dean nod slowly, but his wife gave them a look 'what are you talking about'

"If you remember, this 3 past month, some of our hunt was already solved. We didn't know who could have done it the hunt before us, but I think we have our answer now." John explained.

He was right, now she remembers. It happened twice, once in Colorado and in Arizona. When they went to ask the police officer about the haunted place where the people died, they said that case was now close. At the end the police officer understands that they were hunter, he said that somebody takes care of the ghost. When Mary asked who, they said that they couldn't because they promise to the person not to reveal his identity to anybody. Now everything was clear. That person was Sam, who tried to stay hidden god know why.

"John, do think Sam went to the haunted house?" she finally asked

"I don't kn--" John was going to say when he was cut by Dean

"Guy, I found something!" and pointed some files lying on the table. Mary and John walk to Dean so they can take a closer look on the files. It was about he haunted house. It was actually an asylum with Dr. Ellicott supervision. The patients became violent and attack the nurse and the doctors one day. They also start killing each other. 'This is why the asylum is a haunted place with all people who did in brutal way.' John thought. But Dr. Ellicott's body was never found. That was all the information the file gave.

After reading this there was a silence which was broken by Dean

"So do we wait for him here or follow him?"

"I think the best idea will be to follow him but we don't know where he is..." Mary said

"Mom it's obvious, he went to the asylum. He didn't leave any weapon in the motel room." Dean explain

Mary walks over the door and step out of the room. She looks back at Dean and John.

"So you guys are coming or do I have to wait until Christmas?" and with that she leaves the front door. Dean and John raised eyebrow and look at each other.

"Come on dad, we should go before mom took off with the car and leave us behind" he said with a smile on his lips.

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In the Impala all we could hear was Mary tapping her finger on the side door. It's been like this since they enter the car.

Tap tap tap tap tap

"Mary calm down please" her husband said and Mary look straight at him, her movement become more and more aggressive.

TAP TAP TAP TAP TAP

"Calm down? John I can't calm down!!" she slightly shouted "Our son who was gone for six years and 5 months is now hunting John! Hunting! Can you believe it?!"

"Mary I know--"

Mary was so angry that she didn't pay attention to what she was saying

"No you don't John! Sam, my baby boy, is somewhere, maybe hurt! And this is all yo--"

But Dean who had his eyes glued to the window was listening carefully and cut his mom off before she could finish her sentence and cause another arguing.

"Mom calm down, he has his weapon with him and Sam can defend himself." Dean said "I mean come on he is my brother, give him a little credit" he adds trying to enlighten the mood

Mary gives him a little smile and look at John before looking at the window.

'This going to be a long ride' Dean thought and signed

When the car stopped in front of the haunted asylum, the first one to get of the car was Mary. She almost ran to the door of the building and she was joined by Dean and John. They discretely entered and tried not to make any noise. They slowly crossed the ally and stopped in front of the half opened door. They heard a voice coming from the room. The Winchester family takes another step so they can see the person talking. It was none other then, Sam Winchesters, with his back turn to the door. Mary was about to run and hug his son when John catch her by the waist and put his hand on her mouth. She was trying to get free but it was in vain. John whispers in his ear

"Mary, honey, listen to me, Sam hid from us for 3 months. So, there must be a reason why he is hiding. If we suddenly appeared in front of him he will run away, you know how stubborn he is" Mary finally stops struggling in his husband grip. He was right and she knew how stubborn her son is, just like her. So, she decided to stay quiet and helplessly watch his boy without begin able to touch him

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In the old dirty room of the Roosevelt Asylum, Sam Winchester was standing with a gun full of salt rock in his hand. In front of him were 2 kids, one boy about 8 years old and one girl around 6.

"So can you guys tell me what you are doing in here kids?" Sam asked them

"W-Well ... w-we were in the park while mom and dad were picnicking with some friends. My sister and I were playing tag so we run and get lost. We walked until we found this old building and wanted to ask for some help but there was no one Sir." The little boy said tearing up while his sister stared to cry.

Sam knelt down so he can be at the same level as he kids.

"Hey, hey... it’s okay guys, take is easy I'll help you. My name is Sam"

"I'm Jake and this is my sister Rosie" Jake introduces and Rosie wipes her tears with the back of her little hand.

"Hi Sammy" the little girl said with a shy smile and made Sam smile by using his nickname.

"Rosie I want you to stay close to your big brother okay? Can you do this for me?" Rosie nod "Jake you will lead the way, you see that door" he pointed the one in front of him "You and your sister get out of the building as fast as you can and wait for me outside"

"Yes sir." The little boy says with determination

Sam got up and said "Call me Sam, now go!" Jake was about to run when Rosie stay still and keep looking at Sam

"Come on Rosie, you heard Sam!" The big brother tells her

"Yeah Rosie, go on." Sam says

"But...what about you Sammy? Why don't you come with us?" She asks innocently

"Well, I got to take care of something first"

"You mean the bad man? I and Jakey saw him. He really scares me Sammy..." she said tearing up again

"Don't worry sweetie, I'm going to make him go away" Sam said with a soft smile

She smile back at him a give him a nod. Jake came beside her and takes her by her hand.

"Thanks Sam, now come on Rosie. We gotta go" Jake blurt out

She takes her hand out of his grip and says "NO! I wanna stay with Sammy!

"No you can't Rosie! Come on now!"

"Stop it Jake! You're wrong!" She shouts

"Whoa, whoa...guys calm down and Rosie you listen to Jake" Sam has nostalgic smile and continued "Because someone once tells me that big brothers are all always right"

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Dean who was close by the door could hear everything that was said
between his brother and the kids. So, could Mary and John. His mother couldn't help but smile at the scene in front of her. He was just so good with kids; he will be a great father one day. John was looking at his son with pain and tear in the eyes. God, he missed him so much... There wasn't one day in those six years that he did not regret the word he said to Sam. Dean was enjoying himself. He closed his eyes and listen to his baby brother voice which he misses for 6 years, 5 months and 22 day. Yeah, he's been counting. He opens his eyes when Sam said that big brothers are always right. He whispers to himself

"Oh Sammy"

Unnoticed the fact that his parents heard him loud and clearly

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"But...you be careful, all right Sammy?" she asked now acting like grown up.

"Don't worry about me Rosie, you be careful to and stick to your brother" She nod and give him a hug which Sam returns. The kids start running and Sam could finally focus on the hunt and continue his searching. He spends a minute or so searching the rest of the room, but he finds nothing. Then, he spots a white cabinet in the corner of the room. He walks over to it and opens it. Inside is Dr. Ellicott's rotted corpse. Sam covers his mouth and gags.

"That's just gross." he got up and reached for his bag and took out a container of salt and lighter fluid to pour it all over the skeleton. After he took his flashlight out of his pocket and was going to put the corpse on fire when suddenly a table moved from itself and crashed into Sam, flying him across the room. Dr. Ellicott appears and starts walking to him

"Don't be afraid. I'm going to help you. I'm going to make you all better." He said in a whisper.

"No you won't you son of a bitch" He takes the gun that flew with him across the room and shoots the ghost. He gets up and run at the cabinet. He has to finish the job before Dr. Ellicott makes his appearance again. He flicker the flashlight and put the corpse on fire.

"Goodbye Ellicott" and he left the room.

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Dean, John and Mary wait until Sam leaves the whole building before they continue to follow him. They saw him walking to a grey Mazda 3 with Rosie in his arm while Jake held his hand. 'Must be his car' Dean was thinking when he was brought back by his mother voice

"John can we go and see him now? Please" She almost begged

"No we have to wait until he gets somewhere stable, somewhere we could talk with him." He said still looking at the Mazda.

They decided to go back to the motel. They will wait until Sam comes back after dropping Rosie and Jake to their parents.

Back at the motel, the Winchester family saw the grey Mazda stop in the parking and Sam went into his room by the back door of the motel. John and Mary where going to get out of the car and go see Sam when Dean speaks

"Wait, maybe we shouldn't go see him, just yet. I mean what if he takes his clothes from the room and get back to his car huh? He is maybe leaving the motel; I think we should wait for 30 minutes or so. If he still hasn't left, now we can go and see him"

"But--"

"Come on mom, we wait for 6 years, I think we could bare a little bit more right?" Dean said trying to reason his mother

Mary rolled her eyes and signed loudly before going back to her sight. John smiles at her wife reaction 'she can be such a kid sometime' he thought

It hasn't been 30 minutes when Sam came back into his car with his bag and took off. Dean looks at his mom and gives her a 'told-you-so' look and Mary try to ignore him and tells John to follow Sam discretely.

They've been fooling Sam for hours now. John was asking to himself when his son was actually going to stop. After a while, Sam parks the car in front of a Roadhouse.

"Guys it's Helen's roadhouse" Mary said


'Oh my god' Dean thought. It's been 10 years or so since they came to see Helen. 'What could Sam possibly do here?'

John and Mary had been looking at the roadhouse uncomfortable silence. Now that she was could Dean breaks it

"Huh...Mom, what are we waiting for? I mean you've been so impatient and now that we are close all you do is look" Mary blinks as if she was trying to get her focus back on the real world.

"Y-yes...you're right Dean. Come on John" She said as she gets out of the car and start walking to the roadhouse with Dean and John on their heels. When they get in front of the door, through the window by, they could see Sam taking a drink from a blond girl. The bar was pretty empty. John pushes the door and let Dean and Mary entered before him.

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Sam penetrates the road house and goes sit by the bar. The blonde girl came and saw him while scrubbing the glass in her hand with a blanket. She gives him a nod

"Hey you"

"Hey, I'll take the usual please" Sam said

"So a tequila for Sam" she said and winks at him. The women put the glass in her on the counter and go get the tequila for Sam. She gets back with the drink in her hand. She passes it to Sam, who accepted the drink and takes a spite filled with envy. She smiled and get back at scrubbing her glass.

She suddenly stop as the door open and looked at the new people in the roadhouse with wide open eyes. 'Who could possibly come at this hour?' Sam thought and turned his head at the door direction.

He put his tequila down on the counter and stands up abruptly. The silence fills the room when we heard a faint word comes out of Sam mouth

"Mom..."

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Intéressant le parallèle que tu fais avec les épisodes, le fait que Sam ait repris la chasse de son côté! J'ai hâte de voir ce que va donner la confrontation.

Disclaimer : I know I know...I don't own the Winchester or any character from Supernatural...

Chapter 2

"Mom" Mary looked at her boy and start tearing.

"Oh baby" She run into him and hug him tightly as if she was never going to let him go. Sam stayed there for a moment still shocked about the fact that his parents and brother are here, next to him. But within a moment he returned the hug as tight as his mother was hugging him. He rested his chin on her head and closed his eye to savor the moment. He missed her so much that the word 'missed' wasn't even close to what he felt these last 6 years.

She finally loosens up the hug, but with her arm still around his waist and look at Sam in the eyes. Sam gave her that smile full of dimple that the whole family wanted to see those last 6 years. His smile is one of a kind. With the palm of his hand, he wiped away the few tears which have run down her cheeks and Mary give him a small smile and keep looking at him.

"Well look who got taller than me huh?" a voice made Sam and Mary turned their head and Sam saw him. The one he missed the most and needed the most, his big brother.

"Dean" he let goes of his mother and took a few steps and Dean take him in a manly, but still loving hug and blinked away the tears that threaten to fall.

"I missed you lil brother" Dean said to Mary and John surprise. Dean wasn't someone who could talk about his emotion easily. Their son never really wanted to admit that he missed his little bother these past years, he wanted to prove them and himself in some way that he could do it without Sam. But it became more and more difficult to bear every year.

"Well I missed you to Jerk" Sam let go of him. When Dean takes a closer look to Sam face he could notice the teary eyes of his brother.

"Bitch" he grins."and dude, you definitely need a hair cut" he said pointing his hair.

"To bad cuz nobody is touching my hair" Sam respond

Mary was smiling the whole time, how couldn't she? Her two boys are in front of her eyes finally reunited.

As Sam looked up he could finally see his dad standing behind Dean, who has being eyeing his son since he entered the room. John walked to Sam and Dean stepped aside so his dad and Sam could talk to each other.

"Hi, Sam"

"Hey Dad." He responded softly.

John tried to stop the tear that were about to fall. "It's good to see you again son. It's been a long time"

Sam nod "To long sir"

John put a hand on Sam's shoulder and grabbed him in an emotionally hug. Without his notice, a single tear drop from Sam's eye. They let go of each other and Sam wipe the tear away.

"Hi Mary, John and Dean. Can I get you a drink" the blonde girl said already knowing their names.

"How do you kn--" Mary gasped before she could finish her sentence. "Oh my...Jo it's you" Mary smile "Come here so I can hug you" Jo smiled back and walk over to Mary, she gave her a hug big.

"So you guys want anything?"

"I'll take a beer honey" Mary asked when Dean was finally coming back from his shock statement and

"Whoa...you--"

"Changed a lot? Though so to" she gives him a little wink and turns back to her serving job and get Mary a beer. The last Dean saw her she was only 17. Her hair had grown longer, it was now lower than her shoulder and it was like her eyes get bluer. Dean looked at her in a different way now and not to mention the curve that her body has now that didn't back then. Sam gets back to his tequila and Mary took the place beside him. She was soon joined by John and Dean. Since the roadhouse was empty, Jo decided to let them have little family talk in private. She took her apron off and left them alone.

Sam was about to take another spit of his drink when Mary noticed the ring on her son's left hand. The ring was on his annular. She looked at her husband and saw him eyeing the ring to. They had the same question on their mind. John gave her nod and she turned her head back to Sam.

"Baby" Mark called him to get his attention. Dean could help but smirk at the nickname. It's been years and Sam was now 26 years, but she still called him baby just like when he was 4.

"Yes?"

"What's that ring on your finger?" She asked and took Dean's attention to the ring, which he didn't detect until his mom named. Sam put his drink down and touched his ring with his finger and kept looking at it. Dean could swear he saw a pain in Sam's eyes even if it was for a second. Big brothers never missed anything when it's about their little brother feeling. He would get back to Sam about that later. Mary started to get worry when Sam didn't say anything, but he gave her a quick smile

"Nothing to worry about. So, guys... What's up? What are you guys doing here?" he said trying to avoid the subject

Dean rose his eyebrow "what WE are doing here? Sammy the real question what you are doing here?"

Sam sifted a bitter chuckle "first, it's Sam" he said eyeing Dean who give him a grin and Sam taking another spit of his drink to prepare himself for what he was going to say and for his family reaction "and well I'm...hunting" the silence filled the room and Sam was looking at them the whole time. He finally gave them a weird look.

"So what? No 'Oh my god' or screaming 'What? Since when Samuel?'" Sam asked

"Okay we are not gonna lie to you. We knew you were hunting" Mary answered speaking for John and Dean. Now Sam was shocked.
"Wh-what? How?"

"We were in Illinois to check out the Roosevelt asylum and went to the Super 8 motel to stay there for the night when--" John was explaining when Sam held his hand of hand cut him off

"Say no more dad, I understand. But did you see the receptionist?" Dean raised his eyebrow and whistle

"Yeah...The girl was weird, but still hot" Sam shook his head and laughed softly. Dean gave him a goofy smile but lost it within the minute

"Look man, it's not that I'm not happy to see you again but, why are you hunting again? I mean what made you come back?" Dean just asked the question that been torturing Mary and John. Sam loosened up his smile and played with his ring discretely and looked down.

He whisper "Nothing" he looked up and talked louder "nothing... it's just that you were right. The family business is important and well...it's hard to be normal when you know what's in the dark" after this answer, Dean knew that it was time to change the subject a little.

"So being normal? Must be the way you thought it would be right?" Dean said smiling and trying to enlighten the mood. Sam shook his head

"No it wasn't, you guys weren't there" Sam said and gave them quickly a sad smile. 'Oh Sammy' Mary could help but to think and start tearing up again. She was about to say something when the door was open and a woman enter the room. She closed the door and faced the Winchester family. The only thing she could say was.

"Oh my god...Mary"

Mary was just as shocked as her. She got up from her seat and took a step closer to the women

"Ellen?" She said as if she was asking a question. Ellen nod and with that Mary ran and gave her a hug which Ellen took gratefully. They start squealing like high school girl and jumping up and down. Sam couldn't help but to be amused at the scene in front of him. In those last years he missed his mom cheeriness.

After a few minutes they finally pulled away form each other with a big smile plastered on their face, holding each other hands.

"I missed you so much" Mary said

"I missed you to Mary!" Ellen took a look behind her friend and saw Dean and John. She let go of Mary and walked over to them with Mary slowly flowing her. Dean slowly got up and gave Ellen a small hug and Ellen went over to John and look at him at first. She gave him a smile.

"You stubborn Winchester, you should have come visit me! Not wait 10 long years! If your wife wasn't here, I swear I would beat the crap out of you!" John laughed softly

"Well I guess I'm luck man aren't I? And I missed you to." Ellen gave him a hug and said with a grin

"You better" which made them all laugh. John let got of her. Ellen raised her eyebrow

"Ah...so let me guess, you guys came here to visit Sam didn't you?"

"Yeah" John answered but soon he gave her a confused look "But wait...how did you know that Sam was here?" Sam looked up grab his head in his hand and closed his eyes. He forgot to tell his parents about that.

"Holy crap" he whispered to himself

"Well John it's because Sam has been staying here for 3 months now" she said as if it was obvious to them. Mary's eyes winded and John slightly shouted to Ellen

"WHAT? Sam has been here all his time and you didn't call us?" Ellen opened her mouth but nothing came out of it she closed it and cross her arm around her chest. She couldn't believe John. He always jumped to a conclusion before even knowing, Sam got up, he had to interfere before an arguing explodes between his father and Ellen.

"Dad, calm down okay? It's not her fault. I asked here not to call you and she thought that you guys knew that I start hunting again. So, it's completely my fault." Sam said quickly and Mary gave him a death glares because he lied to Ellen and most of all, he antd to stay hidden from them. John sighed and looked at Sam before going back to Ellen

"Look, I'm sorry I jumped on you"

"Don't worry John" Ellen said smiling "And believe me, if I knew that you guys didn't know that Sam was hunting again, I would have called you. But someone lied to me right?" Ellen looked at him with a teasing smile. Sam started rubbing the back of his neck with his hand and looked at his feet. Dean looked at him; he could see 6 year old Sam who had eaten the last Lucy Charms boll. In other words; guilty.

Sam finally looked up. "Sorry"

"No need to apologize honey. Anyway, are you guys planning to leave?" she asked now look at Mary

"Well yeah I think so, there must be motel around here. We will be back in the morning."

"That nonsense, you guys are staying here alright? No friend of mine is going to stay in another motel when they could stay here" Ellen said taking her serious voice which means 'if-you-want-to-see-tomorrow-you-better-listen-to-me'. Mary shook her head recognizing the tone of her friend voice. She looked at Dean who looks really scared. She chuckled

"Alright, we will be staying" Ellen smiled happy that her friend is staying.
"Great! I'll find you a room. JO HONEY GET YOUR ASS HERE WOULD YA!" she shouted

Jo appears in the room within a second. "God mom, no need to scream like that!" and sigh in exasperation

"Hi honey, it so nice to see you to!" Ellen said sarcastically to her daughter. Jo rolled her eyes.

"Hi mom, how can I help you?"

"Jo would you please show our room to the Winchesters are staying here" she said winking.

"Sure, Dean does it bother you to stay in the same room as your parents? Because we only have a room with two queens size beds or you could stay in Sam's room." Dean looked at his parents and some vision came into his head he wished never had. He gave them an 'ew' face.

"I think I'm staying with Sammy" he responded

"It's Sam" his little brother corrected. Dean gave him a grin and decided to ignore the little comment

"And since when Sammy has his own room here?"

"Again it's Sam and I have room here because I made a deal with Ellen" Sam answered to his brother's question and Jo elaborated

"You see, when Sam came here and ask for a hunt, my mom wanted to call you guys. But Sam here asks her not to, so she said she wouldn't call his family if he came here after every hunt and Sam accepted. So, since then Sam has room here for himself. Well now Dean you follow your brother so he can show you where you are going to sleep and Mary, John you guys come with me”

Sam and Jo started walking to the three doors in the back of the
roadhouse. Sam went to the door on the left and opened it. Dean took a look and there was only one queen size bed placed horizontally. The room was clean, but still some cloth on the floor. The bedside was places on the right side of the bed with a gun beside the lamp and there was the commode beside the washroom door. Opposite to the bed there was a table with a mini refrigerator next to it. Dean turns his head to Sam.

"So you and I have to sleep on the same bed?" Dean said with a grimaced as Sam nodded

"Unfortunately" Sam wasn’t really happy about it either. He brother was a deep sleeper, he tossed around and not to mention that he snored at night even if Dean usually ignored that fact.

"Huh... you know what I think I go with mom and dad" Dean said with a forced smile and went to his parent’s room with Sam behind him. The place was similar; it was only bigger with two queen size bed.

"Well I feel like frigging zombie so I'll be sleeping before you know it. Good night guys" Dean said to his family which was followed by John who drop dead on his bed.

"Those stupid boys, they forget to unload the cars." Mary said as she was stepping out of the room and soon was out of the roadhouse exit. Sam was behind her

"Wait mom I'll help you" Mary stopped walking and closed her eyes to enjoyed the moment. Go she missed her youngest son call her mom. When Sam noticed that his mom had stopped, he looked back and put a hand on her shoulder

"Hey mom you alright? You must be tired, why don't you go sleeping while unload both cars huh?" Mary opened her eyes to look at Sam and smiled. He always put everybody else before himself. He was the one who was tossed around by a ghost, he looked dead on his feet and yet he was offering her to go to sleep while he will be working. She shook her head and intertwined her arm with his and start walking toward the cars

"Nope, I'm not tired"

"Then why did you suddenly stop? Come on mom I know your tired--"

"I didn't stop because I'm tired... I just missed my baby boy call me mom" she said with a sad smile

"Well, come on mom we got cars to unload" he said and Mary chuckled slightly

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Mary had already put his older son and his husband thing in their room. She was now in Sam room, helping him putting his clothes in his commode. They hadn't said a word since their last conversation. They finish putting Sam's things back to their place and there was so many things that Mary wanted to say to her son but couldn't get the word out. All the things were rambling in her head and she had enough. Through her teeth she said softly while silent tears were falling down

"Promise me" Sam turned his head to his mom and saw the tears

"Promise me not to leave me like that again" she finally said between two sobs. He could stand seeing his mom crying.

"Oh mom" Sam hugged her immediately and rubbed her hug while she was sobbing her heart out on his chest. Sam kept repeating in her ear "I promise, I promise" while he was crying silently

In a few minutes she started to calm down but Sam didn't want to let go and neither did Mary. She slightly pulled away from to hug to look at her son in the eye and put her hand on her son's cheeks to wiped away the tears

"I missed you so much Sammy"

"I missed you to mom" a few tear slipped on Mary cheek again. She took him by his hand and led him to his bed.

"Come on, time to sleep now." She said with a teary smile. Sam lied down on his bed and his mother tucked him in.

"Good night baby" She turned her back to go to her room and let go of Sam's hand when he tighten the grip. Mary looked at her son.

"Mom, would sleep her with me tonight?" Sam asked sounding like he was 4 and had a nightmare. She passed her hand through his baby boy's hair and lay next to him.

Sam put his head on him mom shoulder and hugged her by the waist while Mary put her arms around his son.

"Good night mom" She kissed his forehead

"Good night love"

And with that the two of them closed their eyes and drifted in a dreamless sleep with a smile on their face.

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TBC!